Fri nite went for our routine dinner wif dear~ so happy~ No idea y... we've gotten closer to each other le! 3< (wif reasons unrevealed HAHA -> sruht) We had "Sumo" again, me Katsu Don her Sal Teri Ben, & it was so fun. She la, kept laughin at my orange munchin, til i eat til so cham. & we walked ard so carefree. Last time reli didn imagine i can b walkin ard wif some1 as precious as her, I m truly grateful (: & in e morin tt day i signed my contract & determined my path, cant afford to b dwellin anymore. Now tt e cost is settled, I shuld move straight on forward. Onwards to my career! & my goal! HI HO Silver~ AWAY!

Ytr had my 2nd roulette lesson, wah lau e theory class reli felt lik zzzzzzz LoL. Den it was memory time, had to memorize e position of very number on e table matte. We covered them up wif cards & took turns playin "guess" wif each player 3 lives. My bro was a so funny lo when he kept gettin everythin wrong, & he died LoL. Josephine was worse at e start, straight 3 wrongs straight ma ti LoL! so funny we were laughin our lungs out. Den e spinnin e ball part even funnier, my ball ws flyin all over e place & nearly killed some1 HAHA! Winston named me e "Tan Zhi Sheng Kong" swt. 1st major accident - J was happily headin to lunch when suddenly my ball flew rite pass his vital area, he nearly didn make it to lunch... LOL. 2nd was my bro 2 tables away, had a "matrix" exp of dodgin my flyin ball at bullet speed... LOL! Ltr on, after I mastered it, a lot more ppl join my "Tan Zhi Sheng Kong" cult haha...

Today had my 2nd gallery sittin 11-4pm. Bloody hell I reached 10mins earlier jus to set up e stuffs. In e end, so hard to start up everythin man, so troublesome & need to on loop i didn noe! Had to go every single com reselect e bloody option. & wad's worse - Wei Wei came 1 hr late & DIDN HELP at all! Still dare say, "Wah seh u did on ur own ar?" Qian bian! LoL. But at least got to chit chat & time passed very fast. She's been tryin hard to find herself a job, said might wanna start a business on Lolita wears but havin diff gettin PR. Reli hope things turn out fine for her, & myself as well LoL

Now is 653pm... Thurs... ... = .... .... our 4th anniversary! YEAH~ so happy! 3<
*~HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY DEAR!~*

1200-1230pm: fetch dear at np, was kinda late, & since dear was early, I asked her proceed to mac 1st in order to fasten things up. In e end... I reached mac but didn c her, I thought she still at sch so I rushed over, might even run into her on e way. But her hp no ans, plus I culdn locate her at e main gate... Was kinda worried coz over e last hp conversation I heard car noises den call ended, reli thought e worst might hv happened..! I ran to e rd to check if got any accident, & fasten my pace to reach mac in order to confirm. Luckily she called bk half way & told me her hp no reception & she was alr at mac... Phew!

1300-1400pm: Came my area, went to buy lunch. Dear said wanna eat french fries, so we settled for western, but it was a mistake... E damn bloody uncle took sooooooooooooo long to prepare our food! After ard 5-10mins, he went to serve another table's food, & still dare to ask me, "Ur's is 2 chicken chop takeaway rite?" Felt lik rampin his @ss LoL. Worse was, he made us wait ard 1/2hr... Even my grandma can cook faster den him..!

1400-1630pm: Reached my hse, Puffy was lik "jump here jump there" lol. Felt lik kickin his butt =p (actually I did LOL) We were happily eatin our food when Puffy e KPO came to wanna hv "his share". Kept disturbin us, hintin us to give him some. Dear gave him some fries, & he immediately munch it onto his mouth lik smokin a cigarette haha. He finished it in no time & came back for more! Puffy... U r too fat alr la! (haha)

1630-Now: LATE haha. Had to tk cab over. Lucki for us, e cab was quite fast (some drivers lik to purposely drive e long way to make $$). Dear made it on time & I forgot to bring my M9 text to study! Shit. Luckily I got my 2nd resort -> playin dear's lap top =p lol. Which is y... I m writin blog rite now LoL. Current location: Library 3rd floor -> got air-con~ Wahaha, so clever me. & I thought libraries were supposed to close at 5-6, lucki! At e rate Im goin... (til dear's floorball practice ends) I can write 10 more pages of blog most probably... LoL

Finally, at long last, I've passed my bloody M5. It's been so long I've lost track of time. Finally kinda movin forward, coz last 2 wks got a lot of setbacks, made me feel very lost & unsecured. Now, sch stuffs settled, CPF thingy also settled, M5 settled, Bacarret test & mock casino settled, finally I can "rest in peace" LoL. E nx paper wuld b on 9th july, soo damn faraway... Wonder wad I shuld b doin to pass time.. Reli need some income to secure my daily life's welfare & stuffs, mayb I'll resort to wrkin more Sakae? Haha. But ive alr sent in my resignation letter alr, for e purpose of e stupid CPF thingy, wonder wad'll happen if i resume wrk. But seriously, I need minimum income, I cant afford to go on lik tis, eatin salted rice wif plain egg -> so cham! I wanna eat "Buddha jump over e wall"! (think too much...)

Ytr was our 2nd mock casino, & tis time... I'm a dealer~ WAhaha. Initially was plannin to b player though, but had to acc my bro go earlier so might as well try, coz onli dealers need to b early. E fun part was e dressin up~ felt lik cosplayin reli fun~

Ytr went wif dear 1st time to botanic garden~ wow it CHN sooo MUCH. when i went last time (hundred yrs ago) everythin was completely diff. Well it wuld hv been a very romantic place if not for e boilin weather. Luckily 4 us got air con food court plus ice dessert~ haha so refreshin. Here's a pic we took - some big "grapes" on a tree. Reli felt lik pluckin some to taste but dear stopped me lol, say it's bad cannot pluck fr trees LoL.

Wa Wa. Dear went to Malaysia for vacation wif family.. im so worried... But also happy she's gonna bring gift back!~ yeah! (wonder wad it'll be... excited) Recently very busy, dun even hv e time to blog.

Havin e stupid M5 & M9 exams, soo difficult xia... &... I HATE TO STUDY! lol. Plus my worst is calculation.. haiz. & also nx wk got stupid Baccarat test comin up! SIAN! Both written & practical, Cham la. & becoz of sch & stuffs im missin so many lessons le, think Josephine also missed a lot lol (at least got some1 acc me)

Den ytr's ytr was also quite happy coz though i decided wad to do le, 2 more jobs called up & i thought: y not? 1 was e ytr's stupid marriage animator job, WASTE my time totally. At 1st he said mus do a software test, i was lik ok... but i dun lik to tk too long.. & u noe wad?? He left me in e outlet alone & went off! In other words, i was helpin him look after e stupid outlet.. FOR nearly 1 hr! (reli felt lik leavin) Plus e outlet was kinda wulu & small, so can alr imagine e pay le.

Den e 2nd opportunity was SP, quite happy bout tis 1, gonna cut my hair neat 4 e comin interview nx tues. Tis opens up yet another choice 4 me, wifout restrictin myself to FA (coz both can suit timin wif dear)or even commence both at e same time. Anyways, I need to go bk do wrk le.. haiz... nx deadline mon.. gonna die

Rules & regulation of this quiz:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q: If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
A: No worries, she do "cu yi", I'll do "si wu" =p

Q: If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
A: To have my life become a dream.

Q: What will your dream wedding to be like?
A: On a rowing boat in Venice at night, with fireworks in the sky reflecting beautifully onto the river water, with many ppl looking fr their doors & windows, showering us wif their blessings.

Q: Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
A: I'm confused wif wad's left behind me.

Q: What's your ideal lover like?
A: She is some1 very sweet, very cheeky, & veri "ye man" at times - Pan Hui :D

Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: Being loved, becoz loving some1 is ur doing, being loved by some1 is ur blessing.

Q: Do you love your life currently?
A: Not to the extent of loving, as it is still unstable, due to many things, will learn to love it in due time.

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
A: I wont do anything, coz i believe it's a bad thing to try & win her over, not to mention breaking them up.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: Yes, many things. But I'm blessed to hv my sweetheart there for me whenever I'm down. :)

Q: Is being tagged fun?
A: Feels lik a chain curse LoL, but at least it's fun~

Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A: In a coffin, buried... (CHOY!)

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
A: Pan Hui, Puffy, & my gd frends who hv always been there to help me ^^

Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A: She is non other than my cheeky gf~

Q: Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
A: Married & rich. =p

Q: What's the first thing you do every morning?
A: Wake up fr bed.............

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
A: I'll give my all if it comes to kisses~!

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
A: Both. WA HA HA~ xD

Q: Do you have a pet?
A: YAP. The infamous Puffy! Woof Woof~

Q: Are you different at home/in private from what your friends know you from?
A: Nope, I only try to be diff when I play a virtual identity~

8 person that i'm tagging... SECRET. HEH HEH HEH~

Jus finished watchin korean movie "A Moment To Remember" - very touchin. Was lik *sob sob* durin most of e climax. Was bout 2 lovers gettin married, & overcomin life's difficulties together. But e sad part came when e wife came down wif an illness tt causes memory loss - means becomin lik a child. E husband cried (& made me cry too T^T) when e wife wanted to leave him for his sake, & kept askin him to go find a better happiness wif another woman. E husband, promised to remember everythin for her, & even if she did forget him, said to know her fr fresh every single comin day.

But it all boils down to reality which is most of e time cruel by nature. Can he reli do all he promised which is so impossible to keep up? He did, & when she left him wif her last bit of memory left, she told him of her love in her remainin time & asked him to move on to his nx happiness, to forget her, & tt she has always loved him. As fate has it, he managed to find her in a hospital near e countryside & he kept his promise to start afresh wif her, to take care of her for e rest of his life.

Touchin story :) Haven seen 1 in a long time tt can make me tears T^T It's a gd lesson to teach every1 out there, not to take ur loved ones' love for granted, especially ur lover's, because he/she has devoted so much for ur happiness regardless of his/her own. May all true love out there have happy endings.

wa. wa. wa. jus watched F&B heroes wif samuel inside de. SO fake! lol. Got captured a few sec of Han Yong & Melvin also. Samuel was kinda nervous i think & he actually go say tt when under staff, hv ta inform customers tt service will lack! LoL, speechless. E 2nd contestant, a female, made me laughed e most, coz there was a scene whereby she brief her staffs on e shortage of manpower & they clapped away at e end of it.. LOL! It was lik: "We're under staff so we'll hv to wrk lik shit today YEAH~! Congras!" (wif claps) SO funny. Reli felt lik helpin Samuel by votin but.. HAHA, i'll do prefer to reserve my sms for dear =p

last nite's class was lik a torture: endless ongoin theories - til i wanna zzz alr. Josephine also said she was near zzz. Mr Julian had sooo much to say, & he didn include much jokes today so it was kinda borin. E part on warrants was soo hard to understand yet quite simple when u get it. & den finally there was break~ I sneaked away durin break to go CD area watch movie trailers lol. At least in e end we got to play a bit baracat wif table differentiate, quite fun actually to SQuezze card lol.

E m5 paper is comin up! nx tues >.< & i haven start readin LoL. Guess "lazy" is becomin my middle name.. CHAM la. It has been soo long ever since I reli study liao, nt so used to it - in short.. I'm jus plain lazy lol! Ok la mus disipline myself (whip myself lol). Mus finish study by tonite so tmr can ask 4 tips (if there's any) & touch up on those parts tt i dun get. Tmr wuld b another seminar or similiar held at Gateway near bugis, lookin forwards to it :)

Jus fetch dear fr her last day of CT tis mornin, to get her her 'mouse'? Or hamster? LoL. Went to TB plaza eat lunch & to visit sakae at e same time. Wanted to c Desmond especially but he wasn there initially, but stupid Alex was. We kinda 'siam' immediately LoL (wouldn wanna ling jiao his sarcasam). After lunch we passed by again, tis time to find Desmond walkin in (mayb he's late?! haha) Tried to tok to him but there was lik an aura of seriousness floatin bout in e atomsphere (prob coz of Alex's presence). We left & very unlucki of us to hv Alex passed by us. I pretended to not noe him (LoL) while dear didn even c him (blur as ever lol). We laughed away after I told her & peeked at his distancin back view.

Haiz nx wk comin up is dear's 2 wks holiday le - which means... i might nt get to c her for 2 wks >.< yy.... *sob sob* will reli get to miss her... plus also hv busy schedule comin up, which i hv ta prearrange 4 myself to b able to survive at least. Hope dear get to buy eggs more often so we can get to at least meet up 4 a short while once in a while.

last fri, me & dear went to dinner at pizza hut:) Fr there, we revealed 1st time bout our's hearts more openly to each other. Gotten quite emo at e time.. but becoz of it, our bonds became stronger & I reli appreciate fate for lettin us b together (im soundin emo alr lol). We talked bout our future, & how I told her bout my dream of earnin my 1st capital. I made her a promise tt if i happen to fail in e process, I wont drag her down together wif me in hardships & tt I'll leave her in better hands. She replied tt she wouldn leave me even if I failed. I was very touched. So long hv I been in isolation, since NS, since e competition, since F*o*a. Thnks, 4 bein e 1 tt has always been there 4 me.

We also talked bout our past wif our previous admired 1s. She told me of her recent jealousy towards tt guy & I was deeply affected. But e same goes wif me, if I happen to c F*o*a gettin close wif another guy of recent, wouldn I b jealous as well? Tat is y, I believe tt no matter how hard u try to convince urself, e effort tt u've contributed for tt admired 1 is nvr false. It'll remain true in ur heart becoz ur feelins of likin tt person hv nvr been fake. I respect tat, & I do too for tt feelin in my dear's heart. Wad's important is tt we do not forget these feelins & mature fr them, while at e same time, we hv each other to heal our wounds & venture into e unlimited future, together.

Today, I had e 1st exp in my life of a beautiful girl waking me up fr my slp :) I was waitin for dear to finish her CT in np & while waitin, I told her I'll b at the library zzz coz woke up quite early to fetch her. There were these cushion-like sand bags tat were so soft & nice to lie on - I had seen many ppl zzzing on them b4. So, y not try them? I immediately jumped onto 1 & napped away~ (zzzz)

While dreamin away, suddenly a sweet & familiar voice called out to me, & soon I woke up. It was dear~!! Reli love e feelin, to hv ur love 1 reli wake u up 4 e 1st time~ I remembered those fantasies in games & animes whereby e protagonist is woken up by either e main female char (usually very pretty) or some 'chio bu' side char. Now, it has happened to me in reality, lik a dream come true :) Upon reactin to it, I immediately jumped up & gave dear a tightt hug~ Thnks 4 wakin me up to b wif u ^_^