last fri, me & dear went to dinner at pizza hut:) Fr there, we revealed 1st time bout our's hearts more openly to each other. Gotten quite emo at e time.. but becoz of it, our bonds became stronger & I reli appreciate fate for lettin us b together (im soundin emo alr lol). We talked bout our future, & how I told her bout my dream of earnin my 1st capital. I made her a promise tt if i happen to fail in e process, I wont drag her down together wif me in hardships & tt I'll leave her in better hands. She replied tt she wouldn leave me even if I failed. I was very touched. So long hv I been in isolation, since NS, since e competition, since F*o*a. Thnks, 4 bein e 1 tt has always been there 4 me.

We also talked bout our past wif our previous admired 1s. She told me of her recent jealousy towards tt guy & I was deeply affected. But e same goes wif me, if I happen to c F*o*a gettin close wif another guy of recent, wouldn I b jealous as well? Tat is y, I believe tt no matter how hard u try to convince urself, e effort tt u've contributed for tt admired 1 is nvr false. It'll remain true in ur heart becoz ur feelins of likin tt person hv nvr been fake. I respect tat, & I do too for tt feelin in my dear's heart. Wad's important is tt we do not forget these feelins & mature fr them, while at e same time, we hv each other to heal our wounds & venture into e unlimited future, together.