haha so long nvr blog liao, been busy lik shit. now i even hv an extra-large organizer to keep me informed of my daily activities so tt i dun end up missin any of them.. & lookin at it makes me reli depressed.. Coz, it's super packed for e nx 2 wks! & e nx wks to cum.. i dun reli wanna look at them man (even more depressed) haha.. Happy thing is - at least dear is joinin part time telemarketin @ my company! which means we can c each other everyday even though she's havin holiday! Last time reli super worried might nt get to c her as often as we do if she nvr wrk or wrk at sakae.. hv ta return to e life last time of onli fetchin her hm every nite :)

Ytr was super sian, & emo.. 1st thing was my hair cut.. & im nt reli used to it la! Dunno y, it seems my mood is greatly affected by my hair lol. 2ndly was my 1st FF session wif lai kwan, veri demoralizin... I nvr knew FF is soo hard de.. Especially e "r***..." part LoL. Reli losin my confidence sia.. Plus after tt i was late at CM due to e FF draggin too long. & when i reached every1 was busy practicin alr.. felt so out of place.. lik no place for me to penetrate.. lol (perhaps im always too sensitive) Den veri sian coz lik im being left out & i missed last wed, felt reli reli no sense of belongin. E worst contribution to tis thought was.. even those i believe closer to me de, includin my bro & Winston, wasn bothered bout me. Feels kinda saddened.. Den after tt even more demoralized when dear discussed wif me some issues.. Haiz.. Though she cheered me up, she sent me bk down to e bottom straight after...

Was slowly able to cheer up, thnks to aaron & today's invest fair. Was reli interestin sia, & reli happy to learn bout e Investment opportunity, finally somethin for me to b excited bout! Yeah yeah~ Hv alr signed up for it :) Tmr returnin to check on it wif josephine & bro, plus goin for a few more talks to widen my knowledge in e field. Reli excited on wad i'll get to learn fr it ^_^ Ok la time to sign off, over write liao lol, wait ppl say i too long-winded. *Poof*